and Those are the words

You know that, I’d never know it’d be ended like this. But honestly I’ve seen it before, that it’ll be ended; someday, somehow.
.....

And it happened.

Now…I’m missing something you’ll never keep in mind.
And I write this post since I want you to know that something.
I’ve been trying to not to keep my ears and my eyes open from your charisma, I’ve been struggling to throw away you from my mind, to change your place in my heart. I’ve been trying so hard that I can suddenly cry when I realize that I’ve failed. But you,

You are standing still there.

Then, I told you that I’m missing the words you used to say when I’m about to ‘off’ like this.
but I faithfully know, you'll forget it.

Oh...I wish I could be like you, who can simply forget everything.
But to me, to forget is not as easy as it is to you.



-I love you more, and those are the words-